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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @9:58 PM

these lines or quotes are from. :D got this from phimi.

1. Pick 15 of your favourite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike out the line and fill in the film title once it's guessed.
5. STRICTLY NO GOOGLING or using IMDb search functions.


1. Forgiveness is between them and God. It's my job to arrange the meeting.

2. On the contrary, Susanna. Ambivalence suggests strong feelings... in opposition. The prefix, as in "ambidextrous," means "both." The rest of it, in Latin, means "vigor." The word suggests that you are torn... between two opposing courses of action.

3. Peter you know that place between asleep and awake. That place you still can remember your dreams... [Peter slightly nods]... That's were I'll always love you Peter Pan.

4. Pan... you're pink.

5. You find a glimmer of happiness in this world, there's always someone who wants to destroy it.

6. Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about.

7. When I was a little girl, my mama used to lock me in the attic when I was bad, which was pretty often. And I would- I would pretend I was a princess... trapped in a tower by a wicked queen. And then suddenly this knight... on a white horse with these colors flying would come charging up and draw his sword. And I would wave. And he would climb up the tower and rescue me. But never in all the time... that I had this dream did the knight say to me, "Come on, baby, I'll put you up in a great condo."

8. If you're not going to wear them, don't buy them. Leave them for someone who will get something out of them.

9. Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought, useless and disappointing.

10. Now our blood flows through each other as is done for all eternity, loyal forever, we raise our voices in the words of Mumbo Gumbo... YA-YA!

11. There will be no rescue, no intervention for us. We can only save ourselves. Many of you know influential people abroad, you must call these people. You must tell them what will happen to us... say goodbye. But when you say goodbye, say it as if you are reaching through the phone and holding their hand. Let them know that if they let go of that hand, you will die. We must shame them into sending help.

12. Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?

13. Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

14. The quickest way to ruin a relationship with someone is to actually try to have a relationship with them.

15. That's Ren and Stimpy. They're way existential.


@9:37 PM

I got this from Bear:D


YOUR GUY SIDE:
[x] You like hoodies. Yes, I do, I do, I do. I once thought of collecting hoodies.
[x] You like jeans. staple thing.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. Cats, specially stary cats are disgusting.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. Not totally, but it's funny. Physical not emotional.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. Basketball :D at kung anu-ano.
[x] Shopping is torture. When I'm not in the mood and I don't have enough money for all the items in the mall
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own/ed an X-Box. I wanted one, but my parents think it's expensive and distractive.
[x] Played with HotWheels cars as a kid. Yung matchbox, I once thought of collecting matchboxes, I think they're sweet.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. My brothers and I used to have the toys. I wonder where they are now...
[x] You watch sports on TV. NBA all-stars pati Finals tsaka World Cup(hot legs and hot guys!)
[ ] Gory movies are cool. Most gory movies are in the horror genre so I don't watch.
[x] You go to your dad for advice. Yes.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to high school football games. We don't have football, basketball yes, I do.
[ ] You used to/do collect football cards. Puwede bang NBA cards?
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear. yep.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. i love co-ed sleepovers...- I agree with Phims!!! Hello? Co-ed barkada so fun fun fun!
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. Red and Green

[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. Oh, people think I'm already crazy so, whatever.
[x] Sports are fun. Oh yes! yes yes yes!
[] Talk with food in your mouth. Can you?
[x] Sleep with your socks on at night. It's cold, and I read in a magazine it helps keep moisture to keep make your feet soft.

TOTAL: 16

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] You wear lip gloss/stick. I'm starting to love lipsticks now.

[x] You love to shop. oh yes!
[x] You wear eyeliner I like blue now.
[x] You wear the color pink. colors are nice, it's niced to have a wide variety of colors to wear.
[x] Go to your mom for advice. Food and cooking and laundry stuff and shopping.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall. kapag mainit, pero hindi rin, sa labas ng mall oo.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. yes i love nail polish!
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. Used to, I had a lot of skirts that I seldom wear most are minis but now my dad threw them and I'm not allowed to wear minis unless summer. wtf?
[x] Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies. i once got addicted to online shopping
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You were in gymnastics/dance. I would dance in school productions but I was never part of a dance group.
[ ] It takes you more than one hour to shower, get dressed. Kapag parties lang... pero everday day to day things, less than an hour, mabilis lang ako magbihis kasi wala akong paki.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. i smile a lot... =D... i dont think its more than i should though... hahaha... smile as much as you can noh! hahaha... it takes more muscles to frown...-- sabi ni phims but yeah I do..
[x] You have more than 6 pairs of shoes. the other night I was fixing our shoe rack here and I got to counting my shoes... so far I have 22 pairs, I think.
[x] You care about what you look like. Well, if I'm getting fat... and sometimes I do thik of how I look like, most of the time I don't care as long as I am not fat.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can. Yes!! kaso minsan pag parties lang, I feel too girly, but I like buying dresses.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume. I like to smell good, and it takes off the smell of smoke.
[x] You love the movies. Oh yes!
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. do you consider taking barbie's head off and writing pentel on barbie's face as playing? if you do... then... yes... hahahaha --same with phims, and I used to cut all their hairs!:D and so, when my mom saw the monsters she stopped buying me dolls.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. Yes, also on me. But most of the time I only have me.:(
[] Like being the star of everything. not so much.

Total: 16


Monday, February 18, 2008 @10:18 PM

The irony of it all. I am almost to tears from watching Pretty Woman and when I flicked the channel to MTV Nicole what's-her-surname-from-Pussycatdolls' video, "Baby Love" was on. When I started singing, I burst into tears instead.

How is it that a song that you and your friends laughed at and made fun of, makes you cry? That instead of a song followed by a roar of laughter becomes broken notes followed by silence swimming in tears?

how is that?


@10:08 PM

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2008

Good Morning! It's 2 am and I'm wide awake, must've been from all the sleep I'm getting or could be the other pole of manic depression: up and about and the lethargic over sleeping poles, or could've been induced by nicotine without caffeine. The last part is skewed, nicotine without caffeine will slow down the nervous system and calm the body, specially the nerves.

I am probably perked up by finishing a new chic lit which had a disappointing ending, I was expecting to finish the book with the heroine not getting the boy but tough luck, she always takes a new prince home in exchange of His Royal Jerkness of an ex.

When will I be able to read a chic lit that ends happily without a man in tow?

When you just got out of a relationship you wouldn't want to read of happy endings because it just makes you bitter and you've got enough pictures of fairy tales painted by friends and shoved up your ass to try make you feel better which actually makes you even more cynical and skeptical about fairy tales.
(Disclaimer: not from first hand and definitely NOT from recent experience.)

It just makes you say, "It doesn't happen in real life." ANd you just want to find a piece of literature that sympathizes with what you're feeling. But then that's what art is: to paint a picture of "the perfect," "the ideal," and "paradise." No wonder Plato scorned art as being six times removed from reality. These happy-ended stories are made to give hope to the unloved and self-doubting females that no matter what we do, or who we are, we will find our other half.

These chic lits have "women" written all over it. Women are walking contradictions and so much more, i.e. we tell each other how men can be such pigs but still eat pork and then complain that we're fat.

I guess that's why they didn't use 'woman' in the saying, "A gentleman's word."


@9:38 PM

In my world it's still Monday, February 18, reading a funny and witty chic lit that I bought out of whim.

I wanted to read something light(to match my life now) and funny(to compensate for my lack of witty friends I forgot to pack) and since I didn't want to spend all my money on just books I got a cheap "A Little Black Dress Book" which publishes chic its and had a single review from, and I quote:

"A great read, and a great laugh" -Hugh Jackman, Gorgeous Actor.

Interesting. A hot A-list actor with all the masculinity of man's physique reading a chic-lit. Half-way through and I agree with wolverine, it really is a hilarious.

What does Janica have to do with this, you say?

There's this part of the book where the heroine writes about the other woman and how you and your friend, upon seeing your ex's new girl, criticize "the other woman" head-to-toe, while reading that part I hear Janica's voice telling me all her opinion about a certain girl of a certain guy of a certain part of life and I finally understood. I just cried reading the whole chapter.

Hearing her give verdicts on certain boys of certain times, she really is a women's bathroom must-have on the friend list. (Read Jo Barrett's: The Men's Guide to the Women's Bathroom and you'll know it's a compliment.)

Well, Janica is a bathroom friend, literally. It's our hang-out place back in high school. We spend a great deal of time in Mathay's thrid floor lavatory, hiding from teachers we cut class from; buying time to not be in class but still not qualified a cut, we do it a lot during Fil class and wait 'til recess until Ma'am Villar leaves our floor; gossip; bitch about our Math/homeroom teacher, we also start school mornings in the lavatory waiting for a certain student-teacher to pass by and we'd casually go out just in time to be face to face with him and ogle at his glorious hotness (talk about school girls giggling over a hot teacher); study in front of the mirror which is really Janica's thing and I just listen to her memorize for our exam and I absorb her knowledge or you can find us prettifying before a Math test/exam so as not to look stressed from studying(which we tried to do but end up doing something else): If we flunk, we flunk with style and still look gorgeous.

Good 'ol days of high school. We still talk like that but lavatories are non-smoking places so we stepped out to where they serve caffeine/alcohol with nicotine. But we still are women and we still spend a lot of time in the bathroom gossiping.:)


Sunday, February 17, 2008 @7:35 AM

putangena! ang saya ko hindi na ulit blocked ang multiply! woohoo!

@4:04 AM

I have twenty minutes left before going home.

I wish that this home that I am talking about is that 2-floored house and not a one-bedroom flat.

It doesn't really make a difference if I blog from my blogspot or post from my multiply, but since I replied to most people's replies to my post, Multiply is up and running at this part of the world.

I have a lot on my mind that I don't know where to begin with. Well, most of these things on my mind are just sentiments and nostalgic memories that make me miss all the people i love and even those I don't love.

I miss receiving messages from random people. That is one thing I took for granted back home. Those mass messaging that sometimes annoy me and just delete and ignore, I am now missing badly.

I know I'm gonna get in trouble if I say that I miss the taste of Marlboro and Dunhill, and the bad taste of vomit when I get overly drunk, but I do miss those things which are totally prohibited here, unless you have a liquor license and well the smoking thing is just a rule my dad made.

I miss going home late because here I never really get out of the house.

I miss school and all the stress, because I don't get stressed here.

I miss my mom's cooking, because I do all the cooking here.

I miss talking to people my age... it's hard to know what their age is here and most kids who play outside are little kids.

I miss laughing. Real good laugh over silly things that are not funny to other people listening to your group's discussions.

and lastly, I miss not sleeping. Because that's all I do here. Sleep.


Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @8:20 AM











(Left): taken during a ride to Bulacan. (Right): Christmas ’07
Who would believe I’d be missing these two rascals?
I miss mi bebe. There’s no chubby little kid to hug around here. And no one to tell that no body loves him. And then hug him.
I miss Vic. Le fashion consultant. Who would ever think that I ask Vic if a shirt/jeans/shoes looks nice on me? No one, but I do. I like shopping with Vic as much as he hates walking around malls with me, but I’m older so he has no choice. :D







My babies!!! Need I say more? Well I want to say more. I miss my little babies they are so cuddly and witty and smart and sweet and lovable and I just love them.
I miss hugging them and playing with them and feeding them and just taking care of ‘em.






These crazy girls are my sisters. They are my cousins and aunt but they’ve always been like my sisters. They act like my age… or I act like their age but who cares? The bottom line is that we love each other and they’re as crazy as I am, or maybe worse. Hahaha and we are all pretty and we kick ass in academics (or I think I kick ass as well as they do) and did I say crazy? And we all love bargains and good food. Definitely good food. And I am missing them so much. The hang outs at cafes and eating and eating and eating. We just love to eat, and shop.
Pictures: (top left) taken during a traffic jam in Makati going to a wake of some relative. I just got my curls. And they were calling me kulot and laughing the whole time.
(top right) ate Jessa and I really hyper from eating a lot. (Mid left) at lola’s room camwhoring and all hyper from eating lechon (Mid right) ate Jeelyn and I at lola’s birthday party (Bottom) Tita Lot and I camwhoring in Baguio




Another amazing person that I miss is my aunt, tita Krick. Gawd, I miss her so much and our late night escapades, playing with makeup, good music, good food, drinks, friends and good vibes, sneaking in at my lolo’s house at five in the morning wishing and then trying to make her husband, tito Bon, bring us to their surfing trip [because he wouldn’t as punishment for getting caught], camwhoring, laughing, and just plain tripping.
[pictures: top(clockwise) tita krick and I at Sofitel after a night out, tita krick and I at lolo’s house, tita krick and I at zambales surfing and selling stuff.]
**after this, my dinosaur of a laptop broke down again and this time I couldn't revive it. But I am missing more than these people. :(

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@7:27 AM

posting here because I cried and laughed because of it... today.

"yes bear... gift ko un before u leave... hahaha" [on meteor showers, Dec. 14, 2007]

"Sabi ng nanay ko hug at kiss daw. at mamimiss ka daw nya at ingat ka daw lagi at enjoy ka dun." [Dec. 14, 2007]

"You won't be there sa xmas party.. para magsuka. Hahaha" [Dec. 14, 2007] --natawa talaga ko dito, at naging nostalgic.

"Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments - but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken. " - Paulo Coelho
"pag masaya bitin, pagbd3p ang bagal!"
"Boy: Gawa mo?
Girl: Wala. Ikaw?
Boy: Wala rin. Gusto mo gawa tayo?"
"So call me captain backfire." -My Stupid Mouth [kasi yung prank na ginawa ko nag back fire nakalock yung ref buong araw at nadala ng tatay ko yung susi!]
"The best date is with someone who can take you anywhere without touching anything but your heart."
"How do you expect them to know you if you put like a wall over yourself?"
"asshole is another word for? hahaha" --sobrang benta 'to kasi alam ng lahat ng tao ang sagot dahil sa nagsabi neto!
"Inday: Everyone is beautiful, except in the eyes of insecure bitches."
"Words don't have power over you... unless, the person who said them means a lot to you." [Oct. 3, 2007]
"Then this is what I think you should do.. Stop selling yourself short.. Stop being a bitch and/or a slut.. It's really not hat appealing anymore. Start respecting yourself and your body.. you won't attract a decent guy with the image you are putting out. If you really want a guy that will respect you... start respecting yourself. And start paying attention to the things I say."
"Wala lang.. Maybe it's fine being the voice at the back of your head. And with the flirting thing.. Even though you haven't fuck yet.. The image that you have is there.. Kissing and making out means that kissing doesn't mean that much to you.. What would be the difference in kissing a nobody and a somebody? Isn't it more romantic if every kiss means something? Coz not all kisses mean love.. You know that.. I know that."
--sobrang bigat ng mga yan. as in woah!
"'No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.' kaya okay lang maging krungers. Get it get it? Haha. Miss u b."
"You probably won't remember the exam you failed, but you will never forget the person you were with the night before you decided not to study." --I say, I wouldn't forget the people I cheated with.
"Never make the same mistake twice... there are so many new ones to make. Try a different one each day!"

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @12:00 PM

WTF??? This is the first time ever in my life that I was overwhelmed and happy-- to the point of crying-- to be taking summer classes.

Well, only in college/ because of college did I ever attend summer school but I am just happy and overwhlemed and excited and thankful that I am going to school summer or not. I am extra happy though that I am studying this summer.

OH yes!! I am so going to school this summer.

Okay, I am not going to be a hypocrite summer school is really the best excuse to stay out of the house and this time, the ultimate excuse to go back home. And I am also excited to go back to all the pressure and stress brought on by school.

Taking a break really does makes a big difference as to how people see things, and being away from something that I have always loved and thought of being the only thing good that I am good at makes the reunion sweeter. I never thought of having a love-hate relationship with education. But it's definitely a relationship I would never give up on.

sad note:
I've never heard of the Philippines sending out scholars abroad. While here in the UAE they are going to double the allowance of the emiratis studying abroad so that they will have a decent life and be psychologically stable to wherever in the world they are studying. I wish our government would uplift the education system back home.

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Sunday, February 10, 2008 @3:39 AM

I can't believe that until now I am still jealous. punyeta.

Well... not because he's happy with someone else and that that someone is not me. Hell, I am over that. Way over that shit.

I am jealous because he's in love. He is deeply in love with a girl who loves him just the same, if not more. I am jealous that they are deeply, madly in love with each other. And I have no one to love. Or probably I am just handicapped on that subject.

I am jealous that despite his past he still has the ability to love, while I on the other hand, despite everything, is very much incapable of loving anyone but myself.

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@3:32 AM

i will be using my blogspot for the mean time because of the previous post.

photos will be uploaded from time to time.

i hope papa takes me shopping again... to atone for this disastrous discovery.

@3:18 AM


This is a fucking bummer! I can't open my multiply because this freaking country blocks the access to it because they're opinion is that the contents of multiply is inconsistent to it's values.

Gwd, forgive me if you think connecting with friends and families and sharing with them your life is immoral. Sue me!

I'm just infuriated right now. Gawd, it's totally not helping my homesickness and it's definitely not helping the shit I'm in right now.

fuck it.

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Saturday, February 02, 2008 @11:50 PM

100 Things You Might Not Know About Me...

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT??
my right thumb, napaso sa yosi kasi tanga. Left knee, I was running around in school and then tripped, I hid it for a week until the wound got worse.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
paint, chipping off

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?

I don’t know. Nobody ever complained yet.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
reggae, movie soundtracks, alternative

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
around 4 pm

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
a massage!!

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
inuman with friends:D

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my vintage raybans :D

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
around 5’6

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
no.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
jeannine-y

13. WHATS YOUR WORST FEAR?
failure

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I like dark haired and light eyed. What? Hahaha. Dark hair(brown/black) light-colored eyes (not dark brown)

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
sa office. Business proposal wahhaahha!

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee!!!

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese and tomatoes:D

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
fried chicken:D

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
rainbow brite! hahaha

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
i remember jackass.-
agree with vic. And no.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
a birthday card

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
now? No, I don’t have.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I don’t think so.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
H&M, Bayo, U, Mango

25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Gwen Stefani, Brad Pitt

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
No moreL

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
used to be a dog

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS
LEAVING?
NO.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
2

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
I am out of USA

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
sweets and chicken and cheesy food

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
I guess.


37. FIRST JOB?
tutor

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?

No. only those who believes in the concept of souls and soulmates.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
answering other stuff I got from vic.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
no.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I have no idea. My clothes? Something I am wearing.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yes.


44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A massage chair:D or a bull dog:D

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
As many as I can raise and as long as I don’t get fat.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I don’t know.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
cockiness and smell

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
yung walang teacher buong araw tapos magc-cards lang o kaya mag lalaro ng patintero or kaya ng agawan base o kaya langit lupa.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
dove, herbal essence

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
chicken

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
smoking, eating

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
yes, but I don’t show it.


54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
yes


56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
drink, smoke, shout, listen to angry music, talk to someone

59. WHATS YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
piss off my mom, and be happy. Which ever comes first hahaha

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?

Lego and my Disney castle

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
10:D 0-9

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
no.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

Let’s see… uhhh NO :D

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
mashed potatoes


65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
someone who let’s me push him around but I’ll be scared of.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Kam, Lucy, Kamel, Kamote

68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
FRIENDS!!! Grey’s Anatomy, Grounded For Life,

69.WHATS THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
ignore

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
chocolate peanut butter, Belgian chocolate, strawberry cheesecake

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
yes

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
sleep

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
120/140 but I wasn’t driving.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
yes:D

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
I have no choice, my dad snoring

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
papa

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Body shape


80. WHAT DO U LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?

Read, watch a movie whichever is appealing at the time.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
CURFEW PO
—I AGREE!!!

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
March—kakabakasyon lang so may pera pa:D

83. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Lollipops and gummies

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
yes.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black

86. EYE COLOR?
brown—coffee? Brown yung onti lang yung creamJ)

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
KFC :D at Jollibee

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Fish and Co., Yo! Sushi, Sumo Sam, TK, Italliani’s :D

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?

YES!!!!

91. Last thing you watched?
Mystic River

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Birthday ni lola. Palaging may celebration:D

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
guitar
—onti lang

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
I have no idea what their stands are, but since Bush is a republican, I’ll go for Democrats

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationshits
—benta VIC! One night shits.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
shirt from Topman. YEY!!!! (cathy, meron na ko nung shirt na sinasabi ko sayo!)

98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
low

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Sophie’s World pa rin at The Picture of Dorian Gray

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
nonexistent.


@11:48 PM

My 105 Truths
1. real name –
Marie Louise Kamille Soriano Vicente
2. like it –
Can live with it, I like Lucy better:D
3. single or taken -
single
4. zodiac sign -
Virgo
5. male or female -
Female
6. elementary -
MCGS
7. high school –
Quezon City Science High School
8. college –
Ateneo De Manila University
9. eye color –
Brown
10. hair color –
Black
15. are you a health freak –
NO
16. height –
about 5’6”
17. do you have a crush on someone –
no
18. do you like yourself –
some parts, sometimes
19. piercings –
one on each ear
20. tattoos –
I want to, but I can’t stand big needles
21. righty or lefty –
righty

FIRSTS
22. first surgery –
none that I know of.
23. first piercings –
I’ve had them since forever
24. first best friend –
Andrea Tatad
26. first sport –
Swimming
27. first pet –
Dog
28. first vacation –
either Baguio or a random Beach
30. first crush –
Cedric from kinder

CURRENTLY
49. eating –
nothing
50. drinking –
nothing
51. about to –
get ready for bed
52. listening to –
the voices from Mystic River
53. waiting for –
the movie to finish
54. wearing –
Bermudas and turtlenecks
56. want to get married –
I don’t know
67. careers in mind –
medicine, relief worker, teacher, theatre person

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. lips or eyes –
eyes!
69. hugs or kisses –
kisses
70. shorter or taller –
taller
71. tan skinned or light skin –
light skin or a nice tan? Depends:D
72. romantic or spontaneous –
romantic philosophy:D
73. dark or light hair –
dark hair:D
74. muscular or normal –
lean please
75. Hook up or relationship? –
hook ups
76. similar to you or different –
surprise me

HAVE YOU EVER
78. kissed a stranger –
yes
80. broken a bone –
yes
81. climbed up a tree –
YES!!!
82. broken someones heart –
no.
83. turned someone down –
yes.
84. liked a friend as more than a friend –
yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. yourself –
not all the time.
89. Santa Claus –
no. never got a gift from him
90. kiss on the first date –
yeah, whatever. hahaha
91. angels –
not anymore.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
92. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
Yes! More people please!!
93. Do you hang out with these people?
Yes
94. Are you cool?
No.

LASTS-
95. Text message -
Papa
96. Recieved call -
Papa
97. Call made to -
Papa
98. Comment on friendster -
Carlo
99. Missed Call -
Papa
100. Person you hung out with -
Jeannine
101. You hugged –
Sean :D
103. You talked to –
my dad
104. You slapped -
Papa
105. Said I love you to -
Jeannine


@11:46 PM

Jan. 31, 2008

I finally finished Sophie's world. It is just a philosophical book. It's dragging and it isn't that spectacular as what everybody says, and what the reviews says, but we are all entitled to our own opinions and how we perceive things, besides it cannot be all true. It is a good philosophical book, but I am not in the position to say that because I don't know and I haven't read a real philosophical book yet, but it did give some powerful insights and somehow it lights a spark of a new kind of curiosity (for those who haven't have that kind yet) or fire up your mind into asking existentialist questions.

Somehow, that book made me question religion and spirituality even more. Before reading the book I am already questioning the religion I was born into and after reading the book I questioned spirituality even more.

I have always(well not always, but since I have learned about Christian faith and dogma and life) been skeptical about priests preaching heaven and hell and all that after life showcase. How can they know about it? Have they seen it? Has anybody really came back from that after life and confirm its existence?

Another thing about my skepticism that until after reading Sophie's World, I thought was stupid. Father Ben the president of the Loyola Schools, gave a lecture about the beginning of life. He gave all these images of how the world was before man. And it made me ask (my seat mate at that time because I wouldn't dare ask him myself), "How did they know that that's how the world look like 4 million years ago? Did they see it? And if it is based on their calculations, how sure are they that those calculations are the correct ones? It all starts with a hypothesis, and then the experimentation and the observation, but history or the beginning of the earth cannot be observed, at some point they have to start with an assumption and work their way through it. But how can they really prove that that assumption is really the beginning?" so on and so on. It's a never ending question, so I don't think that those scientists shouldn't be awarded for their findings and "discoveries" but rather for their attempt to know our origin and for their search for it. On the other hand, those who thought of them as the great discoveries of mankind should be crucified because it makes student's life hard with all those shit that teachers make their students memorize when it cannot be the absolute truth about our beginnings, and even though there are a lot of theories about where the earth sprouted from, they still force students to memorize the names and the theories to get that really bright star on their papers.

Instead schools should change their curriculums to equip the students for their own search of the truth about their origins then maybe we'd know by now how the universe came to life.


@11:44 PM

Jan. 31, 2008

Yes, I am pissed. Really pissed. Not just that I feel like it's going to be the time of the month but also I am extra pissed off with my dad as I am frustrated with myself and gets easily pissed at everything. Arrrrgh!!!

Our room now looks like New Year's Eve with all the smoke from fireworks, but this time it's from my dad's friends' cigarettes! I just freakin' cleaned the house, from the kitchen floors, to the living/dining room floors, to the bedroom and the bathroom!!! Gawd I fuckin' cleaned the bathroom! I scrubbed the floors, the tiles, the tub, the sink, and the toilet! and after all that the freaking washing machine flooded my clean sparkling tiles! Gawd!!!

And since my dad is having their weekly drinking sessions here at our flat it will all be messed up. And the food!!! the food!!! Damn it! The food! My uncle and I spent Dhs300 on meat and seafood and now the fridge is once again, almost empty! That's just yesterday! They're all here eating crispy ulo with a special sauce and the shrimp and the mango fish!!! I am pissed because I wasn't able to eat as much as I want to during dinner.

Why?

Because my dad kept looking at me as if saying, "Ang anak ko parang baboy." Every once in a sentence he'd add something, "Naneng o!" while pinching my arms or my stomach. Or he'd comment on my legs, "Naneng mas malaki pa legs mo sakin." Gawd!!! And he didn't stop there tonight! He said, "Naneng, pinaguusapan ka nila tito Jet mo kanina sabi 'yan si Kamille, magaling yan eh, kaso tumataba na talaga eh. May double chin na." and he just wouldn't stop looking at me as if I am the ugliest fattest most disgusting creature he has ever seen eat. So much for being a daddy's girl, eh? With that, I stopped eating, left the table and never went back.

I know I'm going to regret that, if I wake up tomorrow morning looking for those dishes and all I'm ever gonna see our clean plates and pots.

Thinking about all the food just pisses me off adding to their noise, their boisterous laughter over some gibberish someone said.

And when I told my dad about us going to the fun fair and other events of the festival like Bungee jumping he just gave me that "oo" that means no. Added more, gawd!!!!!!!!!!!

And I just couldn't figure out how to solve my brother's 4x4 Rubiks cube. And I just feel overly stupid.

Thanks a lot for boosting my self esteem. Am I not only fat, but I am only stupid. Good thing I have no interest in anybody here, and I have nobody to impress.

**revenge is sweet, I feel like I'm going to have an asthma attack. And my father wouldn't know what to do. And I am going to blame it all on him. :D


@11:40 PM

I got from Victor.

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1.
failure
2.
not having enough time to do the things I want to do
3.
getting hurt
4.
cockroach
5.
myself
6.
losing someone
7.
an over crowded place with people I don’t know

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST

1. Beach and everything you can do in it
2.
shopping
3.
chicken
4.
watching films/movies/tv
5.
Reading books and fashion magazines
6.
I like going out with friends
7.
I like traveling

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM

1.
Bed

2. My pillows

3. Laptop

4. Books

5. Door with knob and lock

6. Windows

7. Electric fan

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU

1.
My shoe-size is US7 (women) 5 for men.
2.
I own 4 pairs of sunglasses.
3.
I have 7 pairs of chuck taylors.
4.
I only have a 2GB ipod nano.
5.
I played for my HS Girl’s Basketball varsity team and won a medal.
6.
I played tennis for four years.
7.
I joined along with 2 other English blockmates the Dela Costa cup and won an award.

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1.
surf in Siargao and Australia

2. Go Scuba diving

3. Pet a tiger

4. Bungee jump

5. Sky dive

6. go to Greece

7. race a car

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1.
swim
2.
surf
3.
cook
4.
smoke
5.
drive
6.
snorkel
7.
can do whatever I want to do

SEVEN THINGS YOU CANT DO
1.
get an A in Accounting
2.
go home late everyday
3.
shift to any course
4.
kill a cockroach
5.
catch a fish (it always eats the bait and get away)
6.
I can’t stand my mother nowadays
7.
carry an elephant with my bare hands

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1.
jaw line : sexy

2. nose : matangos

3. eyes : expressive, deep set, sexy

4. body: lean meat, not too skinny, not overly muscular

5. abs

6. how he carries his self and his clothes
7.
abilities: footballer/ real good in basketball/ drummer/ rockstar/ surfer/ skater


SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1.
tangina
2.
gago
3.
it’s okay
4.
well/oh well
5.
okaaay
6.
asa
7.
ooh la la



SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1.
Rooney’s vocals
2.
Adam Levigne
3.
Justin Timberlake
4.
Ashton Kutcher

5. Milo V.
6.
Brad Pitt
7.
Stephen

SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE TAKE THIS TEST
1.
Cathy Reyes
2.
Phimie Soriano
3.
Charles Co
4.
Airon Bonifacio
5.
Em Gaboy
6.
Tita Krick
7.
Justin Sy

(How fun would it be if they answer this:D and welcome Em to Multiply:D)



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