Sunday, February 10, 2008 @3:39 AM
I can't believe that until now I am still jealous. punyeta.
Well... not because he's happy with someone else and that that someone is not me. Hell, I am over that. Way over that shit.
I am jealous because he's in love. He is deeply in love with a girl who loves him just the same, if not more. I am jealous that they are deeply, madly in love with each other. And I have no one to love. Or probably I am just handicapped on that subject.
I am jealous that despite his past he still has the ability to love, while I on the other hand, despite everything, is very much incapable of loving anyone but myself.
Labels: bullshit, chicken, jealousy, love, selfishness