Friday, May 02, 2008 @7:54 PM
Janica and I were browsing at National, and then I told her about Vic reading books now. I told her that Vic just finished my book "A Million Little Pieces" by
James Frey after reading the sequel to that book, "My Friend Leonard" and my dad bought him the
Twilight series (I'm not so sure of the title.) Janica said, his blogging's improved, that he posted something good.
So, when I got home, I checked Vic's multiply and read his blog, and I think that what Janica was talking about is his blog entitled:
I could die for the words that you saaay. read. Well, it's mostly lines/phrases/paragraphs from the book that he likes which is mainly about love, and at first I thought he writing it, because I know he's totally relating to it, until I saw the James part, and some lines were familiar.
After super long quotations. There were some shout outs for his friends, and even though I wasn't there, I missed him super, especially how much his friends miss him, and I'm kinda jealous that he's talking to them and all.
And then, there's this girl!!! Gawd, the ate in me is screaming "SLUT!!!!" but well, she's nice, but not so much of Vic's ex things. Specially this girl that I got close to, and I learned to like. But then, I keep playing the song that she typed on Vic's comment box.
There's also this post Vic has, it's my previous post, that made me cry just now... again! Memories with Vic.
I can't say we're super close, but we're not far apart, I can't say we don't fight, if we don't we wouldn't be brother and sister.
My memories of my supermodel brother:
I remember that time when he was less than a year old and we were swimming, and something floated:))
I remember that time we were swimming and he bumped his chin on the side of the pool and it looked soooo gross.
I remember that time when he went home with a girl, that was the first time he introduced me to his girl.
I remember that time when we went window shopping and we tried on clothes, and he'd tell me if the jeans look nice on me or not.
I remember that time he kept on singing "Buloy" and somebody called him and we all said it was Buloy and he was super scared the whole night!
I remember that time we had a fight and he threw my laptop(the black dell) and from then on, the screen got busted.
I remember that time when mom and I picked him up at Marlo's house, and I knew he was drinking!
I remember that time when I opened the gate and he was struggling to get out the window of Jango's pick up, obviously drunk but pretended to be sleepy instead.
I remember that time, he threw a padlock at me.
I remember that time when I asked him if I could smoke and he said "No" and when I asked him why he said, "Kung di kita mahal, papayagan kita." In his most suplado tone.
I remember that time, when we were in Dubai and he was so bored that he started dancing souljah boy's crank that. I have that on video, in my stolen phone!
I remember the times when I'd tease him, and would try to kiss him and he'd be super pissed.
I remember the times I'd pester him with questions about his love life.
I just want to be his ate, even if he acts like he's our kuya. At least, in the aspect of love and girls, he's my little brother and he lets me tell him all about girls and love. And I want to be my brother's friend.
I miss Vic. I don't have someone to go shopping with, he knows what looks good and not, I don't have kaaway anymore. I don't have someone to share my kagaguhans with. At wala ng pasikat sa bahay.
This time, it's a different kind of homesickness that I feel.