yes, I am almost to tears but since I am not in the privacy of our flat, I can't cry. Oh, I don't cry.
Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety.
This week, I didn't want to go home. I know, it's ironic that for the past months I've been dying to go home. But due to recent events(I know right? Events. Parang something big kahit hindi naman, at wala naman talaga) I suddenly didn't want to go home.
But, the only way to fix it is to go home and actually face it and deal with it. It's so typical of me to run away, but this time I'm planning to run away even without being in close proximity. Yes, I am totally avoiding it. It will be one big... I don't know.
Shet, eto nanaman ako. Anticipating. nakakaloka! Hindi dapat isipin. Pero, what can I do? Wala naman akong ginagawa, kaya no choice. Palagi nalang naiisip. Leche talaga. tapos ngayon, sheeet. this is bad. Way bad.
Akala ko nung una, okay lang. But then, ............
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anxiety lang siguro to. I'm nervous about flying alone.