January 9, 2008
2:30 pm
I'm supposed to be taking a bath now.:| and then I saw my loved slideshow of pictures.
Things I'm missing:
My long curly hair. I am missing them so much that I'm growing back my hair but keeping the bangs. I guess.
When I saw this, I stared at it for a minute and then, started naming the people. from top to bottom: me, bart, j9, niki, lorie, kai. i think phim's the one taking the picture and on the couch sleeping is definitely mangyan. And remembering who those in the picture are made me laugh. Mangs made me laugh. And no fail, remembering the laughs I had, makes me cry right now. And ofcourse the freaking playlist that I made with all the songs that remind me of high school or were popular back when I was in high school is playing. I know, it's the new year and I have to leave the past behind, but you can't erase memories. you just can't. especially the happy ones. the times, you'd not really care at that moment but you know deep down, one
day, you'll remember the happy times.
Actually, I saw a couple of my pictures with Zab, but I don't feel like missing him, and also Cathy, and then I missed Justin, but not entirely him, so i took this picture, good times with them. I missed this. I missed good times with Cathy, Zab and Justin, as a group. Fun times were with them, involving Justin's car. And this group picture is something that was extremely funny, and quite a relief.:)
I miss these two. They Kits and Janica are my favorite people to talk to. They're sensible and they get me, most of the
time. I miss talking to them and having the luxury to just text or call them up right away, but they are a 1.something dirham a text and some couple of dirhams per call away and I am much to expensive to talk to now. I miss just popping out of nowhere to see them about the littlest of my problems or just to have someone to go shopping with, or have coffee somewhere share a cig and talk for hours, or the best inuman buddies. That I am so missing right now, now that the first edition of this was somehow fucked up by my computer due to lack of disk space, and that my dad called insisting for sinigang which I do not want to cook for the reason that I don't want to go out of the so called house. and if they were here, I could vent it out.
god damn it. my fucking itunes is all jammed up and not working. fucking space.