Monday, October 08, 2007 @5:31 PM
"you are not replaceable, allie."
this is what allie's dad said to her when they were discussing allie's trip to europe with friends. and it's also the title of the episode i'm watching that just made me cry.(newport harbor)
i dunno, it's probably just the hormones. but seemingly dad-themed episodes ng series na napanuod ko today. and i cried.:/
well, it's just the sweetest thing to say: "you are not replaceable."
i pity those who doesn't have a dad or at least have a relationship with their dad. dad's are just the sweetest thing:D i mean they can be really difficult to deal with, imposing curfews and being overprotective at times, but their dads. it's their job to be like that. if they weren't like that to their daughters, they'd be... i dunno, not dads?
but you know, even though their very difficult, their easier to talk to than mothers when it comes to rational stuff. like, if you want something and your mom said "NO!" dads are the ones to talk moms into giving in, or sometimes talk some sense into you.
what am i saying, right? i mean i have been with numerous fights with my dad ever since i was born. yes, we've been fighting since i learned how to react. but you know, i like it when my dad and i fight(well after the fight/disagreement), because he always, ALWAYS, makes the first move. and always, ALWAYS, makes it up. he always, ALWAYS, try to understand me even if i don't understand me. wel, not always, but most often than not. pero kasi i don't really make the first move, pero hindi ako matiis ng tatay ko.
maybe that's why i am so ideal with boyfriends. because i have always been (well) taken care of by the men in my life. my dad, my uncles, my cousins... maybe that's why i super hate it when some stupid jerk doesn't treat me well.
~unfamiliarity brings discomfort. and not being treated well is unfamiliar.