freaky! i was watching desperate housewives with kim when suddenly there's this voice outside our window calling, "kuya! kuya!" sheeeet!!! freaky talaga.
well, we felt guilty about not helping the person outside. it's just that it's super scary. gawd, it was 12 midnight and some stranger comes knocking at your window calling out in such a creepy manner. and fear really gets the best of me. when i get scared, i freeze and run. run as fast as i can and hide in this little space inside of my head where i feel safe and invincible. and i just run and run and run and try not to look back.
i don't like being scared. because i don't get to do things when i am scared. but it's hard not to get scared. oh how i wish i have my own "George" or "Will"(Will and Grace) or "Nathan" or a "Stephen". But I really want to have my own "George" to hold my hand when I am scared and try to look brave for me.
okay. i'm blogging trying to rack my brain for ideas on what topic to write about for sci10!!! gawd! well, what will i reflect upon? how freaking technology affects population and pollution and that somehow, science is not just the only solution to all our problems? in fact, it's a source of more problems. it's like science solves one problem but creates two more related problems but are more complicated than the first one, and then it would be a never ending problem until we die, from the problems we create. an example would be birth control pills. i mean, why need birth controls? well, because people want to have sex but don't want to have babies. did we have birth controls before? no. well, i'm not sure, maybe there is because lambskin condoms are available in our market and i just thinks it's a very primitive tool. but then again, there were no birth contol pills nor injectables available then, but the earth wasn't overpopulated. unlike today, we already have different birth control methods, but still we are so overpopulated. we all have a lot of things to do to keep ourselves busy, but still, we end up having more sex than needed and most of the time unprotected.
i wonder, how our ancestors been able to control population at that time.
it's probably because they die early. or i dunno, they don't have technology to give them life support.
okay, my thoughts got stuck because kim read this, and she wrote a paper about this and that's the paper she's going to pass, and i am left wringing my mind for sensible thoughts for the freaking sci10 paper. !!!!!!!!!!!
since i "lost" my buwan at baril paper, i'm not going to pass any na lang. i'm too lazy to write anything.:(