go away, ulan. leave me alone. i want to be happy again.
but before you go, i want to say these things to you, and i hope as you leave, you take them away.
tangina! kung alam mo lang, mahal ata kita.
sobrang gusto kita okay? you're my hope. but you left me staring at the sky, wishing you'd come back to me.
i miss the twinkle in your eyes when you smile. your real smile, not the smile you put on to pretend you're okay.
how can you tell me that i know you, and just disappear?
i miss the way you hold my hand so tight and seemingly not wanting to let go.
i miss the way you hugged me. you hugged me like i was going to leave you. but instead, you left me.
i miss everything about you.
ulan, sana pag-gising ko bukas hindi ko na siya namimiss. at matauhan ako na hindi ko talaga siya mahal. take all these with you.
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and when the sun shines, all these will be gone, and i'll be someone new. i won't be missing you.