i was browsing pictures in my computer and then i saw pictures during my grad and it arouse this feeling that time went by so fast. in two years time i'll be wearing a toga again, i'll be walking on stage getting my diploma and walking down proud and happy that i've graduated with a degree.
realizing this made me think of how my life was. did i learn anything? did i gain knowledge? looking at my grad pics felt like i just graduated yesterday. it feels like i never really graduated from high school. maybe it's because of how i am. yes, i graduated, i'm going to college classes, but i still feel like i'm in high school.
i didn't want to go to UP because i wanted to grow, i wanted to let go of high school. but the whole year in Ateneo just made me hang on to high school even more.
now, i am taking a step away, moving forward looking back once in a while on how high school was. now, it's not risks but responsibilities that i will learn to take. and hopefully by taking a step away, i will fully enter college and find the life that i am looking for.
i'm just wishing that i won't get scared this time to face the real world. because i've been hiding in my comfort zone for the longest time. and hopefully i'm making the right decision.:)
and then when i graduate college, i wouldn't feel that time went by so fast without actually grasping anything from life. i'll be graduating from college with a fulfilled life:) ^hopefully^
