mine is okay:)
got introduced to SOM smocket guy (happy thought:D) today at another smocket place:) he even lend me a light:D cool!
cheer rally today.:D galing ng drumline:D well, yung girl sa middle sa snare(?) magaling!!! cool!!!:))
masaya magbilang ng maraming maraming pera!!! :)) nagbantay ako sa FOH para sa mga bayad ng tickets ng LBC.
btw, mago-open na ang LBC this coming thursday:D july 5! cooool!
enough of me watching english TV series!!! Filipino na ulit dapat!!!! argh!!! no more english for me. :))
alam ko na sinabi ko na hindi ako masyado nanghihingi ng material na regalo kapag birthday ko... pero! may mga bagay ako na gusto sa birthday ko:) at ilan sa mga ito ay materyal na bagay.
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- pink&white 7390 or a white sony ericson phone:)
- Dell Inspiron laptop
- red suzuki swift or any good condition vw beetle:)
- ride a provincial bus to anywhere far:)
- boquet of flowers. I DON'T LIKE ROSES. roses are boring. i like happy flowers:)
- dunhill FROST that would last until the year ends:))
- learn how to surf. for real!!! ooh lala! DAET!
- i want to get a tattoo. a real one!!!:D
- get my hair colored:) red is nice:D
- red patent shoes(flats or pumps)
- hand-painted sneaks from MLNW
- new pair of chucks
- zippo lighter. [yung tito ko meron hindi namamatay kahit mahangin:)]
- mini-skirt [cause my dad either threw away or gave mine away.:(]
- a green 2nd gen ipod:)
- a scrapbook!!!:D
- a surprise!!! i've never been surprised... yung surprise na good ha. hindi bad surprise ah:|
- i want a golden retriever pup or a bulldog:)
- i want a 4 in my accounting class:)
- i want a drum set and instantly know how to play it:))
- a white dress
- dark chocolates
- reese's peanut butter cups!!:D
[madadagragan pa ito:)]
but if you can't really give any of those for my birthday, you can just give a really sweet birhtday card and write a long letter for me:D
alam ko matagal pa birthday ko. pero ngayon ko to naiisip at alam ko makakalimutan ko to anytime soon. kaya naman ina-apply ko ang ENCODING SPECIFICITY PRINCIPLE. kapag nabasa ko ito ulit, maalala ko kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. or whatever:))
magka chat kami ni kati kagabi at sabi niya inaayos niya ang kanyang debut. at sa mga nakaraang araw napapaisip rin ako kung ano gagawin ko para sa 18th birthday ko.
oo, sinabi ko na wala akong gagawin. pero kasi, gusto ko talagang may gawin ako, kaya lang hindi ko talaga alam kung ano at dahil dun, wag na lang. perooo, GUSTO KO TALAGA may gawin. kasi nga sabi nila minsan ka lang magiging 18. at para sa akin yun ay mahalagang i-celebrate kasi 18 na ko! legal na ko! okay, may pumasok sa utak ko na idea. bad idea. :)) dahil legal na ko... puwede na ko makulong:D at! gusto ko matry:) not something big and scandalous. just something petty, but enough to put you in jail for a night. [i know, i'm weird.]
so anyway, para sa akin dapat i-celebrate ang pagiging 18 kasi nga legal age na ko, at parang transisyon ito sa aking buhay. from a really young adult to a semi-young adult:) ano raw? oh well. basta yun. kailangan i-celebrate ang pagiging adult sa paningin ng batas:) at kailangan baliin ang batas! :)) joke lang yun:D pero yun nga gusto ko talaga i-celebrate:(
at ngayon lang ako gumusto ng celebration para sa birthday ko. at hindi ko alam ang gusto kong gawin.:(
at dahil nga hindi ko alam ang gusto kong gawin, kinausap ko tatay ko. (email dahil siya ay nasa west africa ngayon... getting a tan:)) kidding:D) sinabi ko sa kaniya na yun nga, gusto ko i-celebrate pero hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko.
at sabi ni father dear:
be fruitless and nonsense at this point...
here is my two cents worth..id say you get on with a small party with
THE FEW select friends..kaya lang on a second thought you dont have
that FEW friends, coz you have a barangay of friends..[infairness sa tatay ko, natawa talaga ko dito:)) i have a BARANGAY of friends]the consolation
i you can do without the relatives - at least the titos and titas and
other adults that usually would be invited when you go on with a
debut..
once you picked the chosen few, get weird by celebrating it in your
orthodox way..[so i guess my dad knows me:))] say go hike mt. makiling or ask for donations (old
clothes, food, old toys, etc) and go to an orphanage or home for the
aged and spend your bday there..an event that would make it vey
memorable and out of the standard way of celebrating ones debut...
for sure, debut party is out of the question coz its not gonna happen
anymore..you dont have the time and resources anymore..hows about
spending it with us...say we fly to hongkong!!! its a bargain sale
month in hongkong during that month..you and your siblings would be
able to make use of your passports..o di ba cool!!
I will of course give you money to spend for your stuffs..you do your
own budgeting and you choose what you want to buy..
id say you opt for the last choice..you will always remember your 18th
as associated with hongkong, passport and shopping galore!!
papa
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so, that's what i want to do for my birthday. hopefully beach and bar:) at alam na.:)) funfunfun!
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Created by Eugene Villar.i was browsing pictures in my computer and then i saw pictures during my grad and it arouse this feeling that time went by so fast. in two years time i'll be wearing a toga again, i'll be walking on stage getting my diploma and walking down proud and happy that i've graduated with a degree.
realizing this made me think of how my life was. did i learn anything? did i gain knowledge? looking at my grad pics felt like i just graduated yesterday. it feels like i never really graduated from high school. maybe it's because of how i am. yes, i graduated, i'm going to college classes, but i still feel like i'm in high school.
i didn't want to go to UP because i wanted to grow, i wanted to let go of high school. but the whole year in Ateneo just made me hang on to high school even more.
now, i am taking a step away, moving forward looking back once in a while on how high school was. now, it's not risks but responsibilities that i will learn to take. and hopefully by taking a step away, i will fully enter college and find the life that i am looking for.
i'm just wishing that i won't get scared this time to face the real world. because i've been hiding in my comfort zone for the longest time. and hopefully i'm making the right decision.:)
and then when i graduate college, i wouldn't feel that time went by so fast without actually grasping anything from life. i'll be graduating from college with a fulfilled life:) ^hopefully^
Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING
unless someone messages you and asks
Rule #3:
Only answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your contacts?
true
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
false
Q: Do you like someone?
false
Q: Held a snake?
false
Q: Been suspended from school?
false
Q: Been fired from a job?
false
Q: Sang karaoke?
true
Q: told yourself you wouldn't?
true
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
false
Q: Kissed in the rain?
false
Q: Sang in the shower?
true
Q: Sat on a roof top?
true
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all
your clothes on?
true
Q: Broken a bone?
true
Q: Shaved your head?
false
Q: Made an ex girlfriend/boyfriend
cry?????
false
Q: Shot a gun?
true
Q: Donated Blood?
false
Q: Had your heart broken?
true
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with?
>> tito bon and vic
2. You kissed?
>> zab
3. You were in a car with?
>> mom
4. Went to the movies with?
>> justin
5. Person you went shopping with?
>> val and janica
6. You talked on the phone?
>> mom
7. Made you laugh?
>> tito bon
8. You hugged?
>> amiel
10. You cried with?
>> niki?
WOULD YOU RATHER
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
nose
3.Drink whole or skim milk?
whole
4. Die in a fire or a gunshot?
gunshot
1. Sun or moon?
>> sun
2. Winter or Fall?
>>winter
3. Left or right?
>> left
4. Sunny or rainy?
>> sunny
5. where do u live?
>>parent's house
6.club or pub?
>> club
7. Is there 1 or 2 ppl who u can always
trust and rely on?
>> yes
8. Do you want to get married?
>> probably.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
>>twirl, then cut:))
10.What time is it?
>> 6:16 pm
11. Are u afraid of commitment?
>> i guess.
12. Are you gonna have an 18th party?
>> nope.
13. Do You Cook?
>> yes
14. Current mood?
>> lazy
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
>> nope
2. Sang?
>> nope
3. listened to music?
>> true
4. seen some1 u care a lot about?
>> true
5. Danced Crazy?
>> false
6. Cried?
>> false
7. Like someone you can't have?
>> false
Name 13 songs in your mind and answer the following questions.
1. Signal Fire - Snow Patrol
2. Here We Go Again - Paramore
3.Pressure - Paramore
4. I'm Not Crying For You - Save Ferris
5. Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
6. Come on Eileen - Save Ferris
7. A Whole New World - Nick and Jessica
8. Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
9. One Look - Kjwan
10. Thanks for the memories - Fall out boy
11.
12. whore song - fall out boy:)) -->i write sins not tragedies
13. Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne
Who do you remember when you hear no. 4?
mga taong feeling sa tabi tabi:D
Does no. 8 make you happy?
before.
Has no. 3 made you cry?
nope.
In what occasion did you hear no. 9?
vic changed the songs in the ipod, i heard it.
Do you miss no. 10?
yeah
Which lyrics do you like the best from no. 1?
i could be stuck here for a thousand years without your arms around me.
^yung chorus din:D^
Imagine something when you hear no. 2.
Who do you remember when you hear no. 6?
vic and magic:D
When was the last time you heard no. 11?
a month ago
Who told you about no. 8?
i downloaded the whole album... tapos yun:D
Do you often sing no. 11?
not really:))
Have you sung no. 7 to anyone?
nope!
Does no. 10 inspire your life?
nah
Does no. 5 tell about your feelings?
no.
What do you feel when you hear no. 2?
angsty and bitter
Do you smile when you hear no. 11?
yeap:)
When was the first time you heard no. 1?
i dunno
If you could dedicate no. 9 to someone, who would it be?
i dunno.:(
Does no. 7 mean a lot to you?
yes:D
What’s so special about no. 10?
thanks for the memories even if they weren't so great:))
Would you sing no. 11 to anyone? to whom?
siguro dati. :))
Does no. 8 remind you of someone?
oh yes.
What memory comes to your mind when you hear no. 5?
vic playing his stupid guitar for his stupid girl(o kung sino man kausap niya)
Do you want to hear no. 12 right now?
sure:D
Can you remember clearly the first time you heard no. 13?
nope. must be on MTV
answer this or imana kick yo ass!
^feeling tough ate^
and those who drop by this entry, kindly do:)
^feeling nice^
:))
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you or did you have a crush on me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
15. If you asked me out, do you think i'd say yes?
16. If i asked you out, would you say yes?
17. Are we still friends?
18. How many times have I made you happy?
19. How many times have I made you smile?
20. Have i done anything to make you pissed off?
it has always been like that.
and somehow, i was able to save one of the best conversations with you. and everytime i read it, i wonder how you came to that decision. how things turned out like this. how weird can it be? or maybe the wheel just turned around fast. that i am now pressed on the ground, looking up at you, eating dirt and taking shit from you and from the earth.
maybe we just have to forget everything you swore you meant. so that everything would be okay. and i will forever remember you as someone who uses his ability with words to make girls fall and then leave them when a new one comes along. in short, womanizer ka. forever and ever na yun ang image mo sakin.
and i know you wouldn't care. because you don't care. and i hate you. i hate you i hate you i hate you.
| You Are a Bad Liar |
 You're going to have to chill out and practice a lot before you can really deceive effectively. |
yeah, cause janica and i were debating on the evils of capitalism and well, our argument will never end. because she's a freaking economist and i am, well... i have views quite different from hers.
***You Are 28% Capitalist, 72% Socialist***
You tend to be quite wary of businesses, especially big business.
While you know that corporations have their place, you tend to support small, locally owned shops.
As far as the rich go, you think they're usually corrupt and immoral.
Are You a Socialist or Capitalist?
http://blogthings.com/areyouasocialistorcapitalistquiz/
wtf???? janica insisted that i answer this quiz. and since i was also curious i answered. and the instruction said tick off the boxes that apply to you. and i did. and this is the effing result!
***You Are 68% Abnormal***
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
How Abnormal Are You?
http://blogthings.com/howabnormalareyouquiz/