Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @10:11 AM
my eyes are closing. but i want them to be open.
open to see the world. open to see other people. open to see what's in their hearts. open to see the world.
but they're closing. closing. slowly. and i struggle to keep them open. they have to stay open. i can't give in to the temptation of sleep. of dreaming. of making castles on a cloud. i am done with that.
i have slept for so long and it did me nothing good. i need coffee. no. that wouldn't work. i've tried that, it just made want to sleep more.
i can't sleep. i can't. i can't fall asleep. No. not this time. I have lots to do. A lot to think of. I can't fall asleep. sleep is evil.
sleep is the root of all evil