Monday, May 21, 2007 @8:20 PM
okay. shet. imana blog to release everything.
putang ina. i failed, yet again. in quitting. in making myself believe in the lies that i keep making up. and at this point, hindi ko na alam ang totoo.
sobrang hirap. hindi ko alam kung gusto -- okay, fine gusto ko siya. okay? gusto ko siya. at ayoko na mag give in sa mga emotions ko kasi I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT! okay? who wants to get hurt anyway?
"I've been longing for as long as i can remember
Something like this to go my way
And it always feels so right
And then you take it all away
Tell me how will i fall in love like that again
And i'm still singing my way without you, singing in pouring rain
I'm still dreaming about those nights, it's our first together
See i thought i found the love i'll have forever
Now i'm high and in myself
Behind this shattered veil
And i know it's only me to blame
And I'm swimming through this ocean of grief
And i'm sailing up your pain
Tell me how will i fall in love like that again
I'm still singing my way without you, singing in pouring rain
I'm still dreaming about those nights, it's our first together
See i thought i found the love i'll have forever
Don't live there and in this house
Something to do
I cant escape
Even though i try
Photographs and memories
I never knew i had so many tears to cry
Tell me how will i fall in love like that again
And i'm still singing my way without you, singing in pouring rain
I'm still dreaming about those nights, it's our first together
See i thought i found the love i'll have forever"
-Missing You, Imogen Heap
I'm doing this itunes game at kamusta naman? lahat ng songs patama talaga! shet man!
okay. anlabo labolabolabolabo na.
my recent blogs are like rollercoaster of mixed emotions. at ngayon sinusuka ko na lahat. tangina talaga. i don't need this! not from him. please. kaya ko mga shit from other aspects of life. kaya yan. wag lang yung ako + emotions. kasi chaos yun. labolabo na mundo. lalo na kapag uncertain yung tao. pero that's me.
tangina. i wish i was over it. atleast i wouldn't like him anymore. ever. but the thing is... i never really got over him... i was over it.( i guess) but not him... ( i guess)
EWAN KO NA!!!
OKAY. the deal is i am scared to know that i've fallen. KASI HINDI TALAGA PUWEDE.
Artist: Goldfinger
Album: Unknown
Title: Walkin In The Dark
There's people who get away with what you're trying to do
But i see we might not have your luck
There's people who take away what i don't have to give
And maybe that's still not quite enough
So how can you say what we have done has been misguided?
And how can you say that you're the judge?
Don't you let me down this time
I know you can't carry that weight
Try and understand the reasons why
I'm trying to explain now
Give me some reply
So maybe we're walking in the dark
So maybe we're guessing
I'm taking all odds
I'm placing my bets
I'm taking my chances
Don't you let me down this time
I know you can't carry that weight
Try and understand the reasons why
I'm trying to explain now
Give me some reply
Like walking in the dark
Between the lies
Try and understand now
Give me some reply
So try and understand the reasons why
I'm trying to explain now
Give me some reply
So maybe we're walkin
So maybe we're guessing
Between the lies
I'm taking all odds
So try understand
I'm placing my bets
Give me some reply
Give me some reply
patama nanaman. amp. this is like so me right now.
THIS IS BAD!