Saturday, January 14, 2006 @6:38 PM
For the last week i had been floating on happiness. The love department is okay. haha. and school's better than usual, and the best part...
I HAVE A COLLEGE!!!! I got in first choice! i am soo happy. well, because i only applied for 2 universities, and not passing ateneo would mean not passing UP. that's why i am so ecstatic!!!
that day, Jan. 7, 2006 was so far the best day of my life! I found out that I have a college to go to, I don't have to defend our research proposal, i stared at our guapo debate coach for a good 45 mins to an hour (? i think) and a friend went to my house that made me the happiest.
and now, i messed up the love department. school is chaotic and stressful and rushed. i super sucked in debating. Kuya Abe made me debate for 3 consecutive times, a gov't whip for the motion: unrequitted love is no love at all; a deputy leader of the opposition for the motion: white is the color of war; and last the opposition whip for the motion: NCAA and UAAP should be unified. gawd. those are like wha?? topics! it's super draining! the next day(which was a wednesday), i had an early dismissal because i felt so sick. i was so tired and was not functioning at all. as in we had this stupid test in math and i wrote a letter (to my teacher) at the back of the test paper, saying : "ma'am, i am too sick to continue answering the test. as you can see i cannot even write properly. i know i need to seek a doctor and that's what i'm going to do." and i left the classroom before i vomited on the test paper. but i don't really vomit, i just feel nauseous. i didn't go to school the next day, still not functioning well, and had no control of my emotions and the words that comes out of my mouth said something really rude and stupid. i regret it.
Friday, yesterday. i hated my parents for making me quit COCC! ughhh! e di sana my batchmates would also be calling me, Cadette Captain Vicente. but no. i have to be sitting along with my classmates listening and taking orders from my ex buddies! gawd! Why the fuck did they put back military training??? ugh. lesson learned: when you feel good about something that you're doing and you know it doesn't hurt you or anybody else and you know that is right, don't take shit from anybody. just continue doing your thing, and prove them wrong. and when you succeed, tell them " IN YOUR FACE!!" (well not sure about the telling them part. haha)
Jan. 10, 2006
happy birthday alex. you're 18. i hope you'll be more responsible. and sensible and less chicken-y. haha.
Jan. 12, 2006
happy birthday carlo. thank you for being my big brother. i hope you'll be haelthier than ever. and continue to share your love.
happy cheeky day to my cheekybabes: Kayla, rejoice, jean, lorie, niki and j9. i miss our bonding days, and jsut the company of everybody with me. we should go out sometime. but not now... hehe
Jan. 13, 2006
to all the goddesses happy monthsary!!! we will always be the hot, smart-ass, beautiful, fabulous goddesses that we are!! to amor, jeannine, val, and janica, we missed you at phim's house last night. to the other goddesses: kai, maricar, jeremy, niki, lorie, steffi, abe, gretzel and phimi. i had fun last night. unfortunately that would be the last gimmick i'll have. atleast for now. haha.
Jan. 14, 2006
Happy 17th Wedding Anniversary to my parents. i promise i'll be good.=)
well, happiness is short lived? i don't know. being happy is a choice. i think i'll choose to be happy. even if i have no phone, and can't go anywhere and has to be home by 5:30 everyday.