@5:30 PM
it's almost a month since i last blogged. obviously a lot has happened! so imana just share the highlights for the past month
sembreak: October 24-Nov 6.
since my barkada (anytime*) and i [except for janica] are all sun subscribers communicating is easy. we would stay up until the wee hours in the morning just texting and talking to each other about everything under the sun[well mostly concerning love life and everything connected to it.] one time(eve of pimi's birthday), during one of our sessions, we talked to some guys(hunter) and learned some information to help my friends get their life together. and i had a newfound talent! talking to drunk people! grabe! super funny! and that was the night before my basketball training. wow! i barely slept. good thing our training got postponed.
the next day, i worked for my mom, for 50 bucks (that's a lot when all you have to do is answer the phone). yehey for me!
i had been the good daughter for a week because i need to go to Lorie's birhtday party!
came oct. 29, i was so excited because tix was going to be there!(it's okay for me to put his name here since everbody knows about it and that i don't like him anymore). bryan was there! OMG! i thought he's going to galera but he surprised the birthday girl! awww.. how sweet! a lot of things happened. and i got crazy and did some stuff that i wish i didn't do. it was so humiliating! i didn't know how i'm going to react when i see tix again! anyway, i got sad that day, i cried. not the bawling type, just the one with hiccups. i didn't (and still don't) know what i'm feeling. i don't love him, i just like him. i don't know why. he's not guapo or anything, but he's really mabait and all that. but then, a little bird told me that 'naiirita daw siya sayo'. OMG!! why??? i mean it's totally understandable if he would feel awkward but 'naiirita'??? the nerve man! i'm not doing anything to him! sooooo FEELING!! i tried to cool down. and i did.
sunday, we went to bulacan and when we left i gained 2 pounds!!! i just love it there! the food is always good!! yum! and that i have nothing to do there except watch tv and play with my nephew. amiel is just soooo cute!
i got back tuesday morning, then there's this sumptuous dinner at my lola's house because it was my lolo's birthday the next day. sarap! (gaining weight!!)
the next day, wednesday, my friends and i decided to watch amor's game(varsity volleyball), we met at Mcdo carpark by 8, i swear while walking towards Mcdo, i felt like i was going to faint! i am super nervous because tix was going to be there! it's the first time i'll see him after what happened. good thing i was with j9 and that amor, jp, alfredo, chav, val, lorie, niki, jumags and bry was there(along with the other volleyball players). anyway, there was no game, so we ended up playing DOTA(damn! jumags is sooo magaling! we lost), eating at Lydia's(some carinderia that sells good food! it's just 25 bucks), then playing initialD, time crisis and shooting hoops. that day, he wasn't aloof around me. surprising. what is more surprising is WHY!
so i shared my observations to the little bird and she said, " lam mo ba kung bakit? kasi db magkausap kami kahapon? tapos tinanong ko kung naiilang pa xa, sabi niya 'hindi na kasi alam ko crush niya si alfredo eh.'"
OMG!! his information is sooo wrong! watever!! haay.
anyway, by nov. 7, back to school. first time, i didn't cut class!! snaps for me. and the next day i didn't cut too. and alex and i are communicating again. i even saw him the other day. hmmm. it was a thursday. and i didn't feel anything. ata. ask kai. i'm tired of assessing my feelings eh. i'll just take whatever it is that's infront of me. i will not think of why things are happening for as long as it makes me happy.
yesterday was the last day of exams. i didn't cheat! =D after exams, we watched Bry's game at AMACU. may guapo!! from COLF. #11. sayasaya
today, is ok. i didn't see any guapo in ateneo. but still happy.=) i was able to talk to my dad.
life is still okay even if shit happens.
motto ng mga diyosa:
"Before, we're conceited; but now we're perfect!"
"Grades lang yan, diyosa kami."
notes: i'm writing a book. thanks to janica who inspired me to write again, and who is helping me with it. it's kind of a joint project. =)
*anytime- since monthsary natin ngayon... thank you! you were my friends individually, but when we guys come together, riot! sobrang we scintillate each other. we shine, and when we are together, we are like the sun.=) sana lahat tayo ay palaging produktibo at makapagmoment ng masaya. iloveyou guys!!