Monday, October 17, 2005 @10:26 PM
it's the most frequent question that i ask myself lately. the answer is nowhere to be seen. he doesn't even show affection. i am so hanging on to our recent conversation until the wee hours of the morning. people would think it's too deep too soon. i am not sure if i am already in that deep shit. but i'm still high from the little things that make me floating on cloud9.
i think it's been sometime since i have shared my deepest feelings to the blogging world.
niki would usually react to this like, "YUCK!! Ang corny mo. obsess?" not really. i don't know. i guess i'm really inlove with him already. another trouble, too many people know i like him. i am just so happy he went to school today!!! well, rana was really shocked when he found out! it's niki's fault. He was like, "Oh GOD!" see??? i guess it's really so shocking.
well, he's not that guapo. but if you compare him to other guys in school, he can be guapo. plus factor that he's malinis, mabango, matalino, athletic, has sense of humor, super duper mabait! as in mabait to the nth level. he's really sweet, understanding, loyal. the list could go on forever!
do you think i'm in love?
it's not just some panakip butas for alex(there! i said it!!! who cares? he knows anyway besides, past is past) it's something different.
anyway, i'm still on a high from the things that happened today!!!
my syots(alfredo) went to school after a whole week of absence(because of PFT for PMA)! i so missed him!
papa allowed me to go overnight at lorie's house on her birthday celebration! i am soooo excited!!
have kilig moments with him! thanks to jed, who said "bagay kayo ni _____" i felt that my cheeks went red! good thing he was beside me that he didn't see.
DOTA is super fun. i kindsa suck at it, but i think i just need practice. it's my first time anyway. the anytime people(Kai, Pimi, Inay, J9, Lorie and I) went to itlogerz to play DOTA with Jed, Airon, Bryan, and Fidel. Rana and Rhenz were also there and we're kinda noisy but who cares!!!
bonding with kai! i miss my bitch so much! good thing were goin to TLC again. more bonding moments for us!
my love asked me to 3-way him and i was able to talk to him. haaaay! his voice is so heavenly!!!
note to niki. i don't really care if you think i'm corny and being obsessed. but i do care about your feelings its just that i do get hurt when you say those things. i'm sorry if it's him i have to like. i just can't help it. sorry!