Monday, September 12, 2005 @3:18 AM
the last time i slept this late was last year, when i was doing 2 activities for bio. it's now 3 am. i just finished the bibliography of our ap project. haaay. i am not sure if i am still going to sleep. if not. what will i do for two hours? i can fix my things or do my physics acitvity. but i am too lazy to do both.
i'll jus type my thoughts away until it's time for me to wake up.
the trip to zambales was completely pointless. it's so boring. if i stayed home, i could've spent the whole saturday reviewing for the acet which would've made my saturday fruitful plus i'd have a chance to watch the OC! but since we went to zambales, i just in the car, trying to sleep for hours!! uggghh! then i woouldn't have to stay up this late just to do the freaking biblio, because i'd be in kai's house helping them in the littlest way! this is just disgusting. all i did in zambales was eat, sleep, and sit. no tv! bad trip!!
i wamt to play today and tomorrow, but then i lost my parent's permit that sir toledo needs today. uuugggghhh! why do i easily misplace things?? i am trying to be neat as possible. though i live in an organized chaos. but still, it's ORGANIZED!
thursday night disco, then me and my friends will have a sleepover at my place. jologs talaga! i can only stay until 10 pm in school! i wish my mom would let me finish the battle of the bands.
yehey for the edison band!!! bryan will sing the eddie song. i hope it's not my song anymore.
i'm feeling disoriented already. if this entry doesn't make sense, it's because i am sleepy. but i just can't sleep!!! i want to. but i should not. so i won't. hehe.
i miss my mc friends. aizel, karla, nans, aj, and frances.
i miss ange.
i want to escape the world.
i may seem brave, but really
i'm scared.